STEVE:

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She doesn’t press and he’s GLAD for that. A hand comes up to rub at the side of his neck. The bite marks there THROBBED. Bite marks that seemed to have gone unnoticed for now.  Maybe it’s because now he’s trailing behind her, moving far more slowly than before, because of the pain that shoots up his spine.

Hawkeye was too weak? Well, at least she KNEW who she had been before they gave her another name. Steve didn’t even know that much. His life before hydra was a COMPLETE BLANK. He often wondered who he had been but he’s not certain he even wanted to know because what if he’d been a GOOD PERSON before hydra turned him into this MONSTER?

“They don’t like it when I use the name Steve. Don’t call me that in front of them.” It’ll get him IN TROUBLE. He’s not sure why they didn’t like him using that name but Steve assumed it had to do with his PAST LIFE. Maybe Steve was his REAL NAME.

He’d thought about trying to find out but without a LAST NAME, he wouldn’t get anywhere, so the thought had quickly ben pushed away. There was no use DWELLING on it.

“I don’t know where I got it - I just like it.”  Steven’s okay too, but he preferred Steve. “Whichever one. Doesn’t matter. I like Steve better, though.”

Her eyes flit, watching him from the corner of her blue eyes. His movement secures the thoughts that she had been holding in her mind. SPECIAL CASES needed special attention, she had heard and she was sure that he was a special case. A small shrug, barely perceivable as she continued moving. He had her SYMPATHIES but there wasn’t much she could do. 

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You could NOT return him, her mind supplied but she ignored that part of her. Not returning him meant that she FELT something for him ; call it PITY, SORROW, COMPASSION      it’d all be wrong, HYDRA made sure that you had no empathy for your fellow agent.  ( Lie. Lie. Lie. She felt the emotions she wasn’t supposed to but like hell was she going to alert HYDRA of that. )

❜  THEY don’t like it when we have personalities, I know. ❜ She would never call him by a name that she hadn’t given him herself around anyone from HYDRA, at least when she gave people random names, no one got PUNISHED. She’d get scolded, she’d get yelled at, she’d get someone trying to get her in trouble, but there wasn’t much they could do about it. ( Again, she liked but she didn't really care about the shit missions she got when she was in trouble. )

❜  If YOU LIKE IT BETTER, than STEVE it is. ❜ Simple as that. Not that it was. nothing was as simple as that, that wasn’t life. But she refused to focus on what would happen when they got to Sokovia. ❜  So, what’s your best skill       and no, killing isn’t considered a skill. ❜

Despite everything in her saying keep your distance, no matter how nice it was to have someone to talk to that wasn’t an agent that liked to hurt people, he still wasn’t trustworthy, she couldn’t keep her mouth shut. He was a mystery and Claire never liked mysteries ( neither did Hawkeye, Hawk or Clarissa ). 

❜ I mean, my best skill is the bow       I’m the BEST sharpshooter ❜ Had to be if HYDRA had kept her. 

 



The training is the only thing that makes me special.

Indie. Private. Highly Selective. Rule 63 Claire Barton. MCU based, 616 influences and verse.

And if I'm not special

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Written by Bubbles.

Established 2015.
Re-Est. November 2017